So I went home on Tuesday to look for jobs and see my mum... I was in the house half an hour, before the arguing started. In fact, it started when I got in after a terrible previous couple of days, plus little sleep. I shouted quite a bit, and left saying that I won't be back for summer. I basically told my mum some truths that have been bugging me for a few years.
So, with no where to to go over summer, unless I contemplate suicide living there again, I decided to contact my missing father. He's rented out his house while away, and well, he hasn't gotten back to me about his other properties yet. :( Seriously, what does being 'daddy's favourite' get you? Nothing, that's what.
I could live with a couple of friends over summer, but that makes it harder for finding a job, especially if I keep skipping cities between the south coast and the midlands. This will be a long 3/4 months of summer. My friend also cannot afford a deposit yet for our flat in London, the plan is to move in during September.
But I believe things will work out, somehow. Gotta keep positive, I have two weeks...
Unconditional love,
Cazzie x
Venting, programme reviews (mostly anime) and confessions will all be posted. Ask anything and you will get an answer ^.^ Just snippets from my life. Enjoy my lovelies. (Disclaimer: None of the images posted belong to me, and are found on Google, unless otherwise stated.)
Thursday, 29 May 2014
Homeless?
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Wednesday, 21 May 2014
SUMMERRRRRR
Exam's are over and it's summertime now.
Time to watch anime, find a job and look for a new place to live from September.
Oh, I'm re-watching Black Butler with my current flatmate, so a review will be up soon. There's so much I forgot about in the past, like Grell being 'human' in the beginning :o. I've watched it a couple of times in the past, but when it comes to good anime, there's no such thing as watching it too much. :P
I have three weeks left in my contract at my flat, so I need a job as soon as I leave this place. Expect new blogs for when I actually do something. Last year when I started this thing, I thought my life was so dramatic. Now it's practically normal... University has changed me :O I'm not going out to clubs and bars as often as I used to, but I'm not staying in doing nothing either. Just keeping busy with everyday things.
That's all for now.
Unconditional love,
Cazzie x
Time to watch anime, find a job and look for a new place to live from September.
Oh, I'm re-watching Black Butler with my current flatmate, so a review will be up soon. There's so much I forgot about in the past, like Grell being 'human' in the beginning :o. I've watched it a couple of times in the past, but when it comes to good anime, there's no such thing as watching it too much. :P
I have three weeks left in my contract at my flat, so I need a job as soon as I leave this place. Expect new blogs for when I actually do something. Last year when I started this thing, I thought my life was so dramatic. Now it's practically normal... University has changed me :O I'm not going out to clubs and bars as often as I used to, but I'm not staying in doing nothing either. Just keeping busy with everyday things.
That's all for now.
Unconditional love,
Cazzie x
Friday, 16 May 2014
RideBack
It's beautiful. Truly.
This anime is about a girl who has to give up her dream due to an injury, and then she finds this group where classmates ride Ridebacks. Think of an awesomely advanced motorbike with arms. This tells the story of how she comes to terms with not being able to dance again, and finding new friends.
With heart wrenching scenes, newfound love (not romantic, luckily) and plenty of action. I really recommend it.
It's not a long anime, which is good with all these exams, so I shall go back to revision. (I watched it a few weeks back.)
Unconditional love,
Cazzie x
This anime is about a girl who has to give up her dream due to an injury, and then she finds this group where classmates ride Ridebacks. Think of an awesomely advanced motorbike with arms. This tells the story of how she comes to terms with not being able to dance again, and finding new friends.
With heart wrenching scenes, newfound love (not romantic, luckily) and plenty of action. I really recommend it.
It's not a long anime, which is good with all these exams, so I shall go back to revision. (I watched it a few weeks back.)
Unconditional love,
Cazzie x
Friday, 9 May 2014
Exams and Deadlines
Coursework |
Coursework rubbish. |
I will keep you updated when I'm free again. I have a final exam on the 20th but after that I'm free so I should be able to write more.
Haii, I got bored :P |
I love you all for reading this, truly.
Unconditional love,
Cazzie x
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